Snowy steps

Ghost city - Chelyabinsk.
Life makes a circle, life puts two parallel lines of my story together to make me New person. To add smth to Me. M-E. Seems to be so simple!
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I've bought vitamins, valerianka & some stomach pills in pharmacy- eat all this stuff three times per day. You don't need to loose hand or leg to feel ruined.
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Delegates are here. 25 people from NSU who broke my heart, each of them has a piece, a memory, a face-shot.

I'm almost crying now of feeling...full?
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Things to remember:
- girl in cat-head which made me laugh loudly in the bus
- jokes at the faci meetings
- 50 people who are in the train Right Now & paid totally 16 000$ to come here. To pay back to them - is not about money. But If you don't feel important enough, see the numbers above.
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Florian seems to be interesting & much more "my" person that I thought in the beginning.
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3 people from AIESEC SPUEF got injured in the car accident. It MAY happen with my friends. Again - feel the life, my dear.

How to apply Kolb's theory?

Analysed my strengths. What changed since May?
I grew a lot in: Love of learning, Love, Kindness & Generosity, Teamwork, Forgiveness.
But drop in Enthusiasm & energy.
Ha-ha!
I've become kind & half-dead cucumber.
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I was betrayed by my favourite green sweater. I washed it two times & it still has strange yellow spots.
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Few hours of thinking about myself worth it.
My mother is absolutely right: "Nobody has right to judge you", "Nastya, without fanatism, please", "You are the gift of the God". Definetly, I am!
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The easiest way to make me work is to ask "Do it for me, please". My work should either make me happy right now or has concrete positive influence on the other person (second factor is even stronger).

People

It's never an easy choice.
When you select almost everybody people may think that you haven't been thinking even a minute. It's fucking wrong!

But choice is made. Challenge is taken. Next year I'll be working with 13 interesting personalities. Just find 2 more.