Tuesday, April 3, 2007

to remember this days

I feel like cleaning my table, putting books on the shelves in order, washing & ironing all my clothes. There are some small things which take our attention, which disturb us when we are doing smth big and great. I feel, that my extremely intensive life will become much easier, if I manage to delete all the stuff I don't need, but still keep with me.
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I need to share somewhere: the most popular phrase for the last days is "i feel unexperienced & that's great feeling!".
So do I. Annual repor preparation took much more time than I expected, but I love this work. And I again have the passion to do my best. I can explain - the measurement of "doing your best" in managing the team, working on strategies is non-physical. You can't touch it. Annual report booklet you can. And all the misprintings, mistakes with logo, wrong translation, quality if photos is in your hands and even your children can see it in many years. So, a kind of problem that I see in MC work now is that you can't clearly see your result. Even if you failed in implementing the strategy, it will stay for you for some time and then go from you memory. You can't check it in 10 years.
What could be the results we see? Or what should be the process of learning for person from creating concrete results to managing untangible?
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Transition has started & I love the process. Kowledge delievered by currents are exactly what I wanted to see. General feeling is that the level is really high. People are much more smart that I expected - and that's amazing! It helps me trust them more.
And I learn a lot. The motivation is not only my MCP term, but the things I'm going to do after it & the ways I'm going to use my experience.
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Message from Ivan is cool. Ira applied. Kristina has relevant background & generally interested in ER in Russia. I WANT to apply for this event & that's the first thing I want so much since...
Inna invited me to the cinema. We have meeting with Gosha. School people meeting on thursday.
Other questions to anwer: family, studies, work, journalism.

Everything sounds cool.

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